stuffy nose, costume and a job...

hey all well tonight I have the beginnings of a cold... errr! I am feeling kind of sucky!

I got joshua a halloween costume tonight... it was a pumpkin - I tried it on him, and well it doesn't fit that great, but Itook some pictures anyway. Plus I kept the tags becasue I am going to return it to get a different size. It's getting so hard to take photos right now because he wants to move around so much. Grrr!

I am beginning to think of where I want to work come February... I do not want to return to my previous place of employment... However, Ray thinks I should head for a job thats a "step up". I am really at an impasse, I don't have any college education, so unless someone wants to take a chance on me - where am I going to get a job in a field? Plus all that I have is retail experience, and thats better than nothing, but not the right kind of experience, if I want to work in an office. Also, theres the fact that I have Joshua, and really don't want to be working so much that Imiss out on his growing. Besides, Ray's schedule is not as flexible now as it was at our previous location. So, he would not be able to be here all the time when I might need to work - which leaves me with the problem of working just to pay the babysitter... which doesn't put us a head any. Then, there;s the fact that i want to be invovled in Ray's ministry at Heritage Park, so that limits my availability for shifts. So thats' my dilemma, I am praying and trusting that God will work it out, showing Ay and I what the course of action should be and what steps to take.

Anyway, i am bagged, and should go to bed. Hey, Julie, Kathy, Charity, and Lizzie - and Mike!