Early Bird Catches the worm

Well, I went to bed early last night - so I didn't get to see if Brittany and Paris made it to the Billboard awards... ahh too bad! (whatever!)

So since I was in bed by 9:30, I am up really early - which I will likely regret later today. However, I have been productive... I have paid some bills online and updated our accounting software... now to get enough energy to pop in an excercise tape... hmmm... maybe that will come later.

I have alot on my mind this morning... which is why I am up crazy early. I am thinking about my resume, and whne I get a job when will they want me to start. Will I be able go away for the prayer retreat at "Great Wolf Lodge", or will I have to work... and if I can go then who will watch Joshua for me... and what if he doesn't handle it very well... is it too long to be away for him, and if I get some one who will watch him.... will I have to pay alot (probably)... but I feel as though I can't bring him...And if he does stay with someone... how badly will he disrupt their life...and then if I can't go(because I can't bring Joshua) and then I have to work... who will watch him then? I don't think I have the energy for this. And probably you don't either...

We missed Ray's Family christmas thing this past weekend. We are too far away now. But all the reports we hear are that it was really god this year, and the food was excellent. We hada progressive dinner on sunday night... ray calls me on friday and says... we are doing soup and salad for 35 people...ok? I'm like what? ok! So I go and buy the stuff, and spend saturday making two huge crock pots full of soup... and Istill have one left over... Ray is going to be eating this soup for the next month at least! But we had a good time. Joshua loved going... although I didn't love it when he wouldn't sleep properly during the night because he had had too much stimulation... it made for a long day yesterday.

I get a little frustrated with Ray when he cleans, he puts things in the oddest places and then can't remember wher he put it... like bills or important mail... grrr! I have to search high and low for everything if I leave him to his own devices when he's cleaning the house. Although I am not going to complain that he's cleaning...

Well, I should go and throw my laundry in the dryer. It's so much harder to do things when you have a 10month old walker and he gets aggitated when he can't see you....